I don’t know anymore. I quite literally don’t ever want to __ ____ ___ _____.__’s retarded, has changed for the worse, and is only getting worse. You know it. I’m obviously the only one willing to admit anything about it. Which is also upsetting.
It’s upsetting how true this is, and even more upsetting that no one can see how true it is.
PISCES - The Partner for Life
Caring and kind. Smart. Likes to be the center of attention. Very organized. High appeal to opposite sex. Likes to have the last word. Good to find, but hard to keep. Passionate, wonderful lovers. Fun to be around. Too trusting at times and gets hurt easily. VERY caring. They always try to do the right thing and sometimes gets the short end of the stick. They sometimes get used by others and get hurt because of their trusting. Extremely weird but in a good way. Good sense of humor!!! Thoughtful. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet. Good friend to other but needs to be choosy on who they allow their friends to be.
What Makes Us Who We Are
Smile. Depression? Smile. Let yourself feel the joy. Smile. You must must MUST smile! Find a reason to smile, be someone else’ reason to smile. Be happy. One good smile and you’ll be hooked. You’ll wonder why you’ve wasted so much time on that frown. Just smile. All the time. Don’t ever stop. Pass on your smile to everyone. That one simple movement of your lips can make a world of difference to everyone. You may not know it, and they may not know it, but its not a hard point to prove, just smile. Null it over for a minute; that smile is so simple, but let it resonate for just a bit.Feel that power arise from the bottom of your heart and just envelop you. Don’t think. Just smile. That’s joy. That’s fun. That’s happiness. It’s in you, it always has been. You just need to open those doors and let it out. Smile. And any time you feel as though you cannot smile, the pain in your heart is too strong, just stop. Think. Most reasons to cry can be simplified to losss. The loss of what? A person? A pet? Why do you care that they are gone? Because they made you smile. They made you happy. Just think of all those great times you had with them. Your favorite memory of them, that time thye made you smile more than ever before, remember that! Sure they may be gone, unable to return, but those great memories will always be there, so smile. Tears of joy with a smile on your face are so much better than letting yourself hurt, and forgetting how to smile. It’s true, smiles can cause the pain you dread the most, and let you lose touch with your will to smile, but it is also the smile that gave you reason to care for and remember that which you have lost. No one remembers someone that never made them smile. No one. You won’t. I won’t. And why should we? They didn’t make us smile, they’re just a face. But, you should make them smile anyway. Smile.
Convince yourself that didn’t happen? That work for you so far? Well guess what. It did happen. You know it. It will always be in the back of your mind. Always.
Savi, I don’t want to be the guy that screws in the lightbulb you just burnt your hand unscrewing, but HE’S AN IDIOT AND YOU NEED TO GET OVER THAT SHIT.
